It’s part of you.
Love is a pastime. It’s like singing. There are
times when every person, no matter who, wants to sing. And while I'm
singing, I’m happy. But I cannot merely keep singing my entire
life. And if I continue to sing the same song, I’ll get fed up with
it, no matter how pleasant the tune. Moreover, there are times when
can’t sing no matter how much I want to.
My love has cooled. I have stopped singing that once delightful
song. But the song itself does remain a delight. It must be so forever.
It’s true that I have grown weary of singing only that song. You are really a
good boy. Where in the world is there another like you, good, gentle,
steady? I could never think of having a better boyfriend than you.
Yes, i have longed for other boys beside you. And there have been
times when i wanted to laugh with other boys. As a matter of fact, I
sometimes thought about laughing with other boys while I was laughing
with you. And I have... I have fallen in lov with other Men before with you. But it doesn’t mean I was satisfied with you. It
merely means that woman’s desires are not simple.
Yes, I love you now just as
much I did in the past. The person i have loved most has been, after
all, you, though you have not been the only one I have loved. Even
now...especially of late...I have frequently longed for you.
